So many changes taking place right now. The change of seasons from summer to autumn, the changes we’re forced to make when facing natural disasters, and on top of that the changes we face in everyday life. How about we look at ALL these perceived changes as part of the process in which we are becoming. Yes, I said all of them. I for one have been going through a lot of transformational changes over the past several months and believe me; transformation can be challenging at times. It’s like trying to find a rainbow after a storm.
While at my Higher Brain Living recertification, I sent out a video to my online community. I mentioned I would be sending more videos during the week of transformation. But if you looked at me closely in the video, you might have seen a redness around my eyes. My face had been feeling dry, sore and itchy the days leading up to that video. The day right after the video was made I fully broke out in a rash all over my face.
Being the spiritual girl I am I googled “spiritual meaning of a rash.” That’s when I learned a rash is tied to the emotion of anger. What was more interesting to me was that I didn’t feel anger around those days. In fact it seemed like it had been a long time since I felt angry. I knew to take a deeper look. Oh, the lessons we learn in our becoming. After some contemplation that week I realized I had been on a “transformational highway” for many years. I recognized I had been holding onto and not expressing my anger since way back in my childhood.
Then from these two transformational events I had been attending over the past 3 weeks a full awareness showed me… our bodies hold onto emotional, physical and spiritual attachments for a very long time, sometimes, without us knowing. So eventually, something had to give. The emotional blocked energy had to be released. My time at the Higher Brain Living institute was the perfect, safe place for this to happen. When the heart is open and the connection to Divine is strong I realized, my unresolved anger issues had the perfect platform of support to escape. Gratitude came over me. I thanked my body for not only holding onto the physical, emotional and mental anger for over 40 years but to be the vessel in holding ALL the things I need to walk on this physical planet and be a willing participant on this spiritual journey!
Then I silently wondered. Wow, how long has Mother Nature been holding onto the collective consciousness of anger? All the natural weather disasters happening, she must be ready to release. I see it as Mother Nature expressing herself through all the back to back hurricanes, earthquakes and the west coast fires.
While waiting out Irma’s storm wrath in Georgia I took a change to reflect and looked back on all the times I hunkered down. I saw my younger self as the tornado who moved from town to town, state to state throwing herself around leaving nothing short of an emotional chaos for those left behind.
As I went deeper into my own story I also looked back and saw all the growing, changing and developing I had done in the midst of my own life storms. I found it truly amazing there wasn’t more wreckage or more personal damage. It has been a journey of picking up the pieces and sorting out “Who am I?”
I’ll admit, I’m not proud of those times, but in truth I think I was really just trying to find the “real me.” I kept waiting for those personal storms to pass. But not one moment did ever I see or think to myself that I was actually the storm maker. I wish I could go back. If I could, I would take apart those experiences I see the truth was my inner child was working on becoming this amazing woman.
Now I know. The more I awaken into the truth of who I am…the more I allow myself to dig deeper into the energy of my emotions where I can then leverage a more productive way of expressing them. I love being all of me. I love expressing my emotions. They allow me to move deeper into my inner self, my inner world and my inner child. Where then I locate an expression of self-acceptance and find an improved expression of self-Love.
I’m sure you would agree, we all go through a lot in this lifetime. Over this past year I’ve done a lot of work to find ways to love my inner child and live from within my heart space. I found the more we express and release our emotions, all of them, the more we can be free to be ourselves. We can shift into a deep love inside and not have to look outside for true love.
Are you ready to quiet the internal storm? Are you looking for a new way of loving yourself? May be you are ready to transform into who you are Becoming?
It might be scary and at times it may not be comfortable, but trust me after all these years of growing, changing and developing… it’s worth it! Let me help you with my experience and professional expertise. I’m here to guide you.
As we allow ourselves to go deeper into the knowing of who we are becoming, we can give ourselves all the power and love we need. Learn how to calm the tornados, quiet the storms and find your serenity. The best gift you can give yourself.
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